Originally Posted by theTTkid

ok ugh so, some of you may have noticed i havent been around the past few days, and i suppose its worthy of a rant..

my dad, who left months back, sent me a text saying, meet me at this place for dinner at this time... and i was like woa, ok, maybe he is going to apologize and start talking to me again and blah blah blah... well, low and behold, i show up... and ask about the reservation, and sure enough, there is one!!! yes!! so i go and sit... hes 5 minutes late. ok now 10...15...20... no way hes blowing me off... i sat, waited for an hour and a half... my waitress then finally asked, who are you waiting for... and i was like, oh this story may take a while, and no offense, im really pissed off right now ready to just burst out crying... she goes and talks to the manager, asking if she can sit with me for a few minutes, and have someone fill her orders.. he allows it apparently. so, i sit and tell her the story, of what happened between me and my dad and what not... and she gave it the whole "oh im so sorry" kinda thing, yea whatever... so i just got up and left, after thanking her for listening.. SO. if you consider that mistake number one, heres mistake number two... i go to his house, and shouting match number god knows what is under way... finally i call him the selfish **** that he is, thinking that it would make me feel better, but i feel worse... after all, he raised me, and i try to be a good person at heart... i asked him to be my father again.. and was denied...

so, the past few days, ive just been kinda meandering around, kinda in a tasteless mood... i actually went for a long drive, and found myself in nyc. haha, ok side story on that, i went a suprised an old friend at NYU and it helped get the whole dinner thing off my mind...

so yea, thats my little rant...

/rant off